Miss you so much lea... Our john not well with this covid19 keep him safe lea don't let him leave me too.. life is just shit & hard to cope with at the min.. has been for the last 6 months...but it's not getting any easier to stay strong...I need to crumble sometimes but can't in front of john & the boys so its bottled up inside & I feel like I want to have a big flip out.... anyway life must... love & miss you my little rock ❤❤❤❤❤❤❤