So today is Christmas Day & I never thought in a million years I would be spending it on my own... Covid has a lot to answer for, it's made me realise how much I miss you lea, you would have stayed with me regardless, even wearing a mask and sitting over the other side of the room you'd have been here... Everyone has their own lives to live the only one who has called me out of the family is mum.. debs messaged me, Wendy video called me & John & jenny video called me so I could see the boys opening their presents... I never want to be on my own again on Christmas day it's so lonely.. Love you & miss you so much xxxx