I'm sitting here today thinking about how much i miss you and all the things we used to do together.. We used to go shopping, out for meals, to the pub for a cpl hrs, or just a run in the car to while away the time of day & now i have none of that Lea.. people are too busy with their lives to even call in for a cuppa & a chat... so sad that all that stops when you lose someone so close... My life seems very empty like i am just existing... I have my two beautiful grandsons who i love & adore... and i go to mums a cpl times a week but i have this empty feeling inside me all the time .... so lost and alone as if no-one understands how i feel. I go up to your tree and talk to you to make me feel close to you... I miss you so so much Lea. Love and miss you all the world. Ma xxxxxxx